and what a strange life it is. did you ever think it would turn out as it has. i was lying in bed this morning thinking about how much differently this life could have been. i look out my window and have a wonderful view. i listen and hear my child laughing joyfully and i know she is happy. i see my husband walking towards me with a cup of fresh coffee in two mugs; one for him and one for me. i have known love and am truly blessed.