lie to me for a second and tell me

everything will work out fine
follow your heart and not your mind
you'll be safe secure and confident
taken care of and loved unconditionally
supported emotionally
and happy

no more lies now...the truth is that i can't do this anymore. it's tearing me apart. i can't concentrate on my life and what needs to be. i cry and have been secluding myself both physically and emotionally. I feel alone and subjected. I need someone to touch me and hold me and love me with their entire being and think of only me... my heart aches and my soul is shedding tears in a way it never has before. i feel small and weak and insignificant, unworthy. my passion is comsumed and all that is left are embers smouldering amidst the ashes.