the ache in my soul grows moment by moment
creating a chasm that nothing will fill
i close my eyes and see the children we did not create
some days i still long for them
i feel your breathe on my neck when i sleep
the weight of your embrace
the day i said good bye was the hardest ever
     many days have gone and several life altering events have since taken place
     but the reality is...
          it was only days and months past that i finally let you go
i decided to face the reality in front of me and grasp it with both hands
give it everything i would have given to you
     my everything