hole in the pit of my stomach. it goes on and on and on. thinking of you and the wondering where youve gone. phones not ringing. the silence here is as loud as its ever been.

the bag was packed and you drove away. nothing left to do nothing left to say. you lit your smoke and cracked your can. straight ahead leaving a dust trail. i stood there on the front porch watching it happen in a dream. the blurry skies and dust mixed with tears. today...i have met my biggest fear. alone with me... nothing but my thoughts. who knew you had my heart. who knew ?